Maggie’s Invitation

The village of Oakhaven was very inviting, like a panoramic postcard. The streets were swept to the point of polish, and the windows of tea shops were draped in lace as delicate as a spider’s web. But, if you listened closely, you would notice a preternatural silence. There was no birdsong or local chatter giving life to the streets, as a visitor would expect.

There were no children playing in the squares, no dogs to amble alongside nonexistent horses. Instead, the elderly sat on benches with their hands folded, watching the road. Anticipating something perhaps, anything that would bring back some cheerful bustle to the dreary cobblestone lanes of the country hamlet.

In the center of the square stood the Gilded Ledger. It was a massive, golden pedestal where the “tax” was recorded.

Margaret stood in front of it, holding a single copper coin. “Maggie” was the name she preferred, and her tithe to the Ledger was due. Her register entry was under Lidsfarne, and her family members’ names were all scratched away, leaving her the sole heir of their responsibility to the golden pillar.

It was a hard run for her this year, being a washerwoman. She imagined a better life as a girl, being married to a young trader from the city, where the merchants lived and sold their glittering wares. She could have lived a comfortable life, but the will of Heaven had other plans.

The ones who collected the tithes were known as “Sovereigns;” they kept the “sanctuaries” running and devotedly obeyed the will of Heaven. Every able-bodied man, woman, or child was meant to contribute to the Gilded Ledger to help the Sovereigns run the spires, which kept the sun from dying since the last Sundering.

But Maggie Lidsfarne, last of her kin, was the only healthy young woman left in the village.

She was twenty-two, and for the past six months, she had been the only tenant of her house. Her mother had died in the winter, and her brother had been taken to the sanctuaries a year before.

“Penny for your thoughts, child?”

The voice was soft, like the silken dressing robes she would often wash for some of the Sovereigns. Maggie turned to see a Deacon of the order. He wore a mantle of cream and gold, holding a basket of warm bread. The smell of baked goods, fresh from the oven, warmed Maggie with welcome nostalgia. She remembered how well her mother had baked, and the cakes she made for her brother and her every birthday.

The Deacon didn’t seem like a monster. He reminded her of the father she had lost.

“I’m just… I’m behind on the heating costs,” Maggie whispered. “And the Ledger says my ‘tithe’ is due.” The Deacon sighed with sympathy.

“The tax is a heavy burden for those who walk alone. The Sovereigns need the gold to keep the sun shining and the borders safe. But the Ledger doesn’t just take metal, Maggie. It takes weight.”

He stepped closer, offering her a piece of bread and glancing at the scrawled list of names in the register briefly. “You haven’t spoken to anyone in six months, have you?”

Maggie gazed down at her shoes. The isolation caused a physical ache in her chest. “There’s no one left to talk to.”

“That is the heaviest weight of all,” the Deacon said, his voice dropping to a comforting murmur. “Why keep it? If you come to the sanctuary, we can take that heaviness from you. We can turn the cold silence of your empty house into something beautiful… something that can pay the debt for the whole village.”

He reached out and touched her hand. His skin was unnaturally warm — the heat of a furnace, like when her mother was still around and baking loaves of bannock such as those the Deacon held close.

“Imagine,” he continued, “no more cold nights. No more wondering if anyone remembers your name. In the sanctuary, you shall become part of the very gold that saves us all.”

Maggie looked at the bread, then at the sanctuary shimmering, garishly, upon the hill.

It was an impressive building, with whitewashed walls of plaster and ivory glazed terracotta, crowned by gilded bell-shaped canopies pointing heavenwards. The long spires protruding from their peaks were said to direct the focus of thousands in prayer, preventing the sun from dying.

It was beautiful, glowing with a cold, amber light. Maggie didn’t see the laboratories beneath it. She couldn’t fathom the “unrefined” — those hulking, silent beastmen who moved the heavy machinery in the dark, their eyes filled with the fading memories of their mothers’ faces.

In those spires that pricked the sky, gleaming above her, she saw a way to stop feeling like a ghost.

“Will my brother be there? And my mother, too? Are they praying with everyone else?” she asked.

The Deacon smiled, an expression that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “He is part of the foundation now. He is very important to us. Your mother is, too.”

Maggie took his hand. As they walked toward the hill, the copper coin she had been holding fell to the cobblestones. Its thud was dull, and cold like the sanctuary’s light. The air around them began to thicken, turning slightly grey, as if the world was selling its color to pay for the glow of the Oakhaven Temple above.

Nearby, an old woman on a bench watched them go. She didn’t call out. She didn’t stop them. She simply adjusted her shawl and waited for her own turn to be “noticed” by the men in gold, to be granted a piece of the warm bread, which they baked in their resplendent furnaces. 

Why Brazil Turns Yellow Every September: A Nation’s Fight Against Suicide Stigma

Every day, 38 Brazilians take their own lives. Since 2013, every September, the country turns yellow to highlight the urgency of this number and expand the conversation around mental health. The “Yellow September” campaign has become one of the largest global initiatives against the stigma surrounding suicide.

Yet the topic remains globally neglected: according to the World Health Organization (WHO), suicide claims more lives than AIDS, malaria, and breast cancer, but only 38 out of approximately 194 countries promote national prevention campaigns. In Brazil, the most concrete response to these statistics has been listening. 

More than numbers, these are interrupted stories that call for compassion. It’s in the space between silence and a cry for help that initiatives like the Center for Valuing Life (CVV) emerge—a national reference in emotional support and suicide prevention.

CVV Hotline: A Safe Space to Be Heard

Loneliness. We are solitary beings. We’re even born alone. Sometimes we go through good or bad moments, but we don’t always have someone to talk to. This is just one of the situations experienced by CVV’s on-call volunteers, part of a global network of similar centers.

Early Saturday morning. Most people in Brazil are asleep, but Alan Lima, for the past eight years, remains available to answer calls to 188. On the other end of the line, a voice may belong to someone with insomnia, someone lonely, with no one to share life’s difficulties with—or someone experiencing suicidal thoughts. 

Alan explains that he’s received calls from people so lonely they simply wanted to share a joyful life experience but had no one to talk to. He also has a paid profession, but dedicates himself to giving lectures and serving as a spokesperson for the Center for Valuing Life.

Like Alan, CVV Brazil’s volunteers are ordinary people. You don’t need to be a healthcare professional or have specific training to volunteer—just the willingness to listen. After a few weeks of training, volunteers begin answering calls and hearing stories, initially supervised by a more experienced colleague. 

One weekly shift is the minimum requirement. During months when mental health is more widely discussed—like September, thanks to the national “Yellow September” campaign—there’s a need to reinforce the team handling calls.

Volunteers attend monthly support meetings to share experiences and continue their training. Most work remotely, answering calls via software on a computer. Some members even live outside Brazil and still provide services. 

Support is also available via chat, email, and in-person. Across the country, there are 90 physical service centers. Across all platforms, 3,360 volunteers rotate shifts 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. In the first half of 2025, CVV received over 1.2 million calls.

Search platforms like Google and even Instagram help guide people to the organization. For example, if we come across content showing signs of distress, we can anonymously report it (via the “three dots” on Instagram), prompting CVV to reach out and offer help. 

Volunteers have noticed that AI chat platforms, when detecting users trying to use them as “therapists” or expressing suicidal thoughts, have also started suggesting calling 188.

Despite all the benefits CVV provides to society, it receives no government or private funding, surviving solely on volunteer labor and donations to maintain its structure. Most of the financial donations come from… the volunteers themselves! (Yes, besides their time and dedication, they also donate money.) 

The institution, now 73 years old, handled 2.7 million calls in 2024. Beyond the hotline, it’s active on social media and offers over 100 free podcasts on mental health and suicide.

More recently, the organization joined TikTok to reach younger audiences and promote suicide prevention among them. 

With a calm and steady voice, Alan explains that suicide and mental health remain taboos in Brazilian and global society. Often, simply having someone to talk to is already a way to prevent worse outcomes.

It’s quiet work that may seem small, but it holds the immense power of meaningful social support. 

CVV Brazil is part of Befrienders, a global organization.

Do People Like Me?

Do People Like Me?

I’ll admit it.
I’m an awkward person.

I have no idea what to say.
I can’t maintain eye contact.
Others probably get annoyed.

I say something.
It’s definitely wrong.
They try to comment.
I shouldn’t have said that.
They’re annoyed.

I see a familiar face.
They come over.
Probably to be nice.

I say something.
I screwed it up.
They hate me.

They don’t leave.
They say something else.
Just to be nice.