POETRY

Dolor

My jeans are drenched as I look
At the blurred images of you. It is hard to
Remember your face, though, when I can
Look in a mirror, I see you. Every night
When I go to bed, I think
About my life if you were.
I might understand boys better.
Every year, when it’s your birthday, I would
Ask what your gift would be. You
Shrugged,

Million dollars?
A drawing, picture, or a pair of socks?

Every year I want
You in front of me.
Your grizzly arms surrounding
Me. I turn to the earth
And beg

It to swallow me.

Editorial Acknowledgments

Thank you to Jarrod Wetzel-Brown for their inspired edits on the piece.

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